I'm not retreating - I'm advancing in another direction - The original one.

You know how you get an idea and you try to accomplish something with it only to have it fester like a wound.  So doubt grows and you try to belay your fears by changing your vision to suit some imagined perfect outcome.  I would really like to release a game and my own doubts and fears just muck things up.

Focusing on the original vision for this thing is what I should strive for.  I have to redouble my efforts on the things I can't do well.  Art is my main weakness and I have been trying to focus more on not becoming impatience with my failings.  I think the current reskinning of the main play area is a good start.